: 4:02 AM

Just had an epiphany while i was gyming.

You know how,
when you're running on the treadmill,
sometimes you just feel like you can't go on anymore,
but you're forcing yourself to,
because you think pushing yourself harder will result in more weight loss?
Instead, you get off with your feet wobbly
and you feel like you're going to puke?
So instead of losing more weight,
or feeling fitter,
you have the worst most pukesome feeling in the world?

That's kinda how Melbourne is right now.
I feel like i've lost my way,
and i cannot breathe.
Just watching the days go by,
and counting down to when my mom,aunt alice,sar,soph,dez and jo
come here on Nov 14 for a holiday=)
That's whats keeping me going.

I tried to adapt to Melbourne life,
and i realised,
All i've been doing, is subjecting myself to counting the minutes,
as they tick by,
just like on the treadmill,
and wishing for that 30minute mark, when i can finally go home.
To achieve so much more,
where my path seems so much more brightly lit.

But i Thank God for this opportunity in Melbourne.
Because now,
when i begin uni in singapore,
I will FINALLY know what i want,
and why i am there.
And i will appreciate every single thing that i am blessed with.

Labels: Girl goes home

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